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Window Pane
In the beginning everything was normal. From the flocks of birds to the line etched divots along my bright white window pane. With which i traced my finger tips down, gently sweeping in between the painted creases. In the mornings, except on the days it rained, I would hear them. The gentle pitter patter of their beaks against the glass. Producing a slow determined ping, as if they were begging entrance. Id pitter back, communicating with them. With the use of my forefingers nail. Id tap the glass, without looking, laying face down on my twin sized bed. It lived beside the wall the end just under my dear window.  This particular window was dressed in lace curtains billowing down. I always thought of  it as  a lovely frock. And I peeking in between them, seeing through her skirts. looking with intimacy my boyhood thoughts over coming me. I would wonder, if one day i find a lady as enchanting as my window. I just wonder if looking through her skirts would be
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The Dreamer
For ages and ages I wait in the ground,
For the one whom I dream,
For the one whom i'm bound,
I silently scream,
Take me, take me from here,
Only to listen to my echoing calls,
And not the voice of my dear,
My echoing sputters turn to long drawls,
Barely audible as i drift along,
Frightened and shaken i sit timidly,
Only to come upon a song,
In my silence i realize shakily,
My dream was not a dream,
But a reality.
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when your lonely
everything around you seems better
everything but you
the smiles you fake
the way you feel inside
happiness seems impossible
depression keeps you up at night
he said he loves you
then why is he leaving
your not worth it
you spent all this time
loving him
but your not worth it
because of the way you are
your different
in more good ways than bad
no sense in holding on
but everyone knows
you will take it to heart
your just a girl he met 6 months ago
why would it matter
but everything matters to you
your different
your unlike the rest
you care too much
so when you hand your heart over
it will usually get broken
but hold on
just hold on
you'll find something
that wont break your heart
because your different
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almost lover
hold on dear love
just for a minute
let me see you
hold you
kiss you
and then forget you
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i would like a new life
drawings and pictures, small obstacles and heartbreak, in love, falling out of love, dreams of death, the heart does not corrupt.
the sound shattering on the floor, try to pick up the pieces, try and you cant, they keep slipping.
that hole, the one you knew so much, now its coming back,i guess this is all I'll ever know.
hand me a new life, one filled with you, and all i ever wanted, filled with people i can talk and talk to, without ever feeling regret, without feeling lost.
i guess this is how it will always pan out, he was right again, one more time and i might fall so deep, into that place, where i shut down, completely.
ill see you, sometime, on the other side, your world, filled with you, and your hopes, and your dreams, when you get there, tell me what its like, tell me if you miss, this.
ill hold onto this, you know, forever, thinking you, just might be, him.
ill find someone, someday, somewhere, that i can last, and last with.
ill always, love you....
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As i see him holding her.
His face buried in the tangles of her hair on her neck.
Slowly kissing the bare skin that showed.
Hands moving down and up her back.
The looks you give her.
i wish were mine.
The way your eyes linger around her.
Like there were some magical aura surrounding her.
Your eyes linger to her face.
Wish that face was mine.
Hope stopped after i saw you with her.
Holding her.
This whole time and im still not the one.
I guess it was only bound to be true.
That my one had found another one.
Feelings never stay the same.
Do they.
But i dont hate her or you.
Everyone has been loved and not loved back.
Due to their own self.
Either to late.
Didnt try.
Too shy.
Its always something.
Should i have done something differently.
You say i need to move on.
That im lingering too long.
Do you really want me gone.
Did the old "i love you's" slip your mind.
are all the feelings gone.
Or do you still wish or think of "us" together again.
The way "i do".
Why are you so beautiful.
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I'm not sure whether i should go to Sedona or not, i have to complete the English paper and a substantial amount of Math XL's for geometry oh and that extra credit packet for geometry as well. so if I do decide to go tomorrow I will only have Sunday to complete all of that. I'll keep thinking it over as i c lean my room. :P
  • Listening to: last caress- Misfits
  • Reading: Wicked
  • Drinking: Dr pepper


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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
we are young

Current Residence: arizona
Favourite genre of music: alternative/indie rock, punk, rock,metal, some pop, some country basically anything but rap
Favourite style of art: sketchy, surrealism, doodle like, or something that stops my words, or is simply creative
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice: ?
Favourite cartoon character: finn or marceline


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JJ-Lit Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2012
Thank you for the fave.
bluebuterflyef Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2012  Student General Artist
happy birthday >u<
1heaven8 Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you :)
bluebuterflyef Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2012  Student General Artist
you're welcome
cjr88 Featured By Owner May 15, 2011
Hi, I'm the co-founder of the group #Heroesoftheworld and I'm here asking you to partake in our current contest. The contest is to find a mascot for the group. Details can be found here [link] . 1heaven8 we would really appreciate your participation!
Emmi-Kat Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2011  Student Filmographer
Happy be-lated birthday!
xbooshbabyx Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for the watch!
Have a Llama as a token of my love ~<3
1heaven8 Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
your welcome :D and thank you for the llama XD
xbooshbabyx Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No worries :aww:
livesofbirds Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2010  Student Writer
thank you for the favorite lovely. :heart:
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